I trust in You, or so I say...
Though I know You're just and true
I always turn to my own ways
You renew me if I abide in You
But still I choose to disobey
But, here I am, and there You are
With open arms, You welcome me near
But my heart is so very far
Distancing itself beacause of my fear
Blazing flame, my heart, it chars
Flame hardens it, allowing me no tears
It goes on agonizingly when I fail in my faith
When I don't lean on Your truth
And I refuse to follow You with my days
So, I trust in You?
Well, that's what I'm accustomed to say...